Let’s
start this post with what people said.
Some
people said, life’s just begun after your high school graduation.
Some
people said, high school will never end.
Some
people said, around 20’s is your age to think and make a decision.
Some
people said, don’t wait until 27th to make a decision.
Some
people said, work life is awesome if you work on something u passion at.
Some
people said, you will be missing campus life when u start to work.
Some
people said, try to find the real figure as your Imam.
Some
people said, now it’s not time to try and go find another one.
Some
people said, those are true, those are wrong.
Then
I said, here what I’ve been through.
I
finished my campus life 2 months after I returned to 22nd, while my plan was
graduated on early 21st or last 20th if possible. I worked hard for that, I
texted my Prof early than others, I tried to meet him sooner than it should be,
I even took the research data super earlier until I forgot to tell him I would
like to use my project data for my research. Here where the problem begun. I
was too excited, I was busy with my own life’s plan, I was too focus to reach
my dreams, I was too obsessed. That’s what happened. Well, until finally I
tried to accept the zero possibility of my life’s plan and change it!
Sometimes,
I think my early 20 are full of drama. I have to finish my undergraduate thesis
for almost 1.5 years, while some of my high school and college friends have
already got job, moved to another city or even visited another part of the
world for a trip or even continue their study. Maybe some of you might think my
life is not that complex la~ since I got a job directly after I finished my
study, no time for letting my mom ask again and again ‘how’s this vacancy, why
don’t u go there, or when u can get a job?’ I do really thanked for this. Yes
some of you might think I am that ‘lucky’, don’t u?
Here’s
the facts:
Before
I got this job, FYI, this was not my first time I got interview for a job, this
was not my prime time to have a FGD or pshycotest or something related with
work requirement. I have been through some trial and error of what they said
job seeker, I did this too when you guys were busy to meet your Prof or
preparing your seminar slide presentation or even in the morning of your
graduation day. I have been tried earlier than you, only that’s the difference.
I have been through earlier about this while you guys have been through earlier
the steps to graduate.
I
almost cry when everytime I saw another crossed on the graduation calendar. I
always think again and again and make my self sure, I am not that stupid then I
can not graduate on time. That was only because it was not the right time to
graduate yet. Yes, it is. My mom said, this all about the time, you dream it,
you wish it, then you pray for it. After that? You go for it, you work for it
and you let God do the rest.
Another
facts:
A
long the way I finished my study for 1.5 years, I got chances to visit 5
countries, Malaysia on February 2014, Thailand on July and November 2014, Lao
PDR on August 2014, Netherland and Italy on last June 2015. What it did for?
Some of it for paper presentations, summer school study, and convergence of
Climate Change. Hmm, how do I say, I do really proud for this all and I also do
really don’t mind if anyone asked ‘why I have to graduate in 5 years?’ since I
have this all experiences and I do really thanked for this.
Additional
fact:
Thank
God, I have special one that accompanied me through all of this until now. Of
course besides family, bestfriends and also best advisors ever. I call him Ba.
Just don’t ask me why I call him so. He is my most favourite man (don’t count
my dad, he is my superman). He helps me a lot, he always try to be there by my
side as long as he can, that’s why I always try to do so. I follow his last track
of his campus life to end, vice versa. I help him on laboratory which I don’t
really understand at all and sometimes choose to be grumpy kid and ask him to
go home early than it should be. He helps me a lot with my statistics data or
even only with the PPT animations while sometimes he looks bad when work with
my data since he also doesn’t understand about it. We are a good team. We do. I
usually cry in front of him when my expectation to meet my Prof was different.
He usually come to me when he has a super bad day or worry about something. We
are a good team. We do. His family are very kind to me, so do my family to him,
while those things can not categorize as ‘that’ kind for ‘go for further step’
things. No, it is not. We know with what happen in the future, well not ‘that’
really know, but at least can predict what will be happened sooner or later.
We
are now separate by the distance. He lives in Semarang to continue his study
for becoming a master and doctor in 4 years ahead, while I am here go back
again to Jakarta for working and starting a new chapter of life. Now, it is
time for us to learn another new things seperately, struggle, survive, and face
every little things by ourselves. I am sure that he will find another new
family called friends soon. But well, not that warm as our family in Bogor, so
do I hihi. Bogor has became an unforgettable place for me, since I found many
things, I got wonderful things, I learnt small until big things, and that’s all
because I through almost my 5 years there.
Moment
of my point of view.
Some
people said, life’s just begun after your high school graduation. Yes it is, I
got many new things to see, try and experience at.
Some
people said, high school will never end. If you mean, my high school friends,
yes it is never end.
Some
people said, around 20’s is your age to think and make a decision. I made a
huge decision to keep move on with all of my probs and face it.
Some
people said, don’t wait until 27th to make a decision. Hmm, I will try to make
sure of my self, since I have another dream to reach, which is to get
scholarship and continue my study.
Some
people said, work life is awesome if you work on something u passion at. Thank
God, so far I work with people have a same goal with me.
Some
people said, you will be missing campus life when u start to work. Missing it
already.
Some
people said, try to find the real figure as your Imam. InsyaAllah, step by step
I will try.
Some
people said, now it’s not time to try and go find another one. I am on my own
feet to try to not to.
Some
people said, those are true, those are wrong. I said I try my best for
everything.
Regards,
Fadila
