Bogor, 18 Jul. 11
Today was my first day in Bogor after this long holiday. After wasting time to lay in the bed, watch tv, dvd and also some of useless activities and its stuff that so flat. I mean super duper FLAT. See! I’ve told you, in here I always have good story in different ways. After spend the night for watching ‘Catatan Si Boy’ then have dinner in Ampera with Putri, Angga, Caesar. Today I knew some facts that two of my friends have got problem because this thing, called miss-communication. I don’t wanna everything being change after make it clear later. Wish tomorrow the problem will be cleared succesfully. Amin. Thanks God, for always giving me what the best. Cause in here I always have my colorful life with them.
Bogor, 19 Jul. 11
I don’t think it’s all cleared well. Damn, I just don’t know what I wanna do after this. Hate this time. Hate when I should shut up my mouth but I didn’t. Hate when I’ve to see my friend cried and the others don’t know what to do. And I am being the rockstone in the middle that fvck situation. Hate to see no smile in their lips. Hate when in fact the must is I can make it clear, but I didn’t. Ok I screw up all of that! I don’t even help them to solve even the little thing. Hate when all of I want didn’t work as it should work out! Hate this time. I’m so sorry, girls!
Regards,
FMH
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