I'm not you

"You don't even know how does it feel!!!"

When you said that, you've to know that I'm not you, you don't even being me. That's your own problem and I have my own. I never expect much my help will solve your problem or even finish it. But the really thing you have to know is, at least, I always try to help you there, beside you, every time, friend.

Regards,

FMH

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Regards,

FMH

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Pilihan

"Karena pada akhirnya, hidup adalah pilihan. Pilihan untuk tetap tinggal bersama orang-orang yang kau cinta atau pergi bersama orang yang kau cinta."--FMH

Future (In My Opinion)

We work hard for our bright future, right? Now tell me, where's that future? You know what, you'll never realize till your skin getting wrinkle and you're not young anymore. On that time, you'll know that the real future is the process, ya your life's process. That's the future is, in my opinion. What's yours?☺

Regards,

FMH

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Percaya kah?

Dari mereka aku belajar rasa. Melalui dunia aku belajar iba. Dan dari kamu, aku belajar cinta.

Regards,

FMH

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Aku..

Bukan 'waktu' yang aku butuhkan ketika kita bertengkar.
Kamu salah! Bukan waktu.
Aku.. Aku..
Aku hanya butuh kamu ada duduk disampingku.
Tidak perlu berbicara apa-apa.
Tidak perlu membahas apapun.
Hanya aku kamu duduk bersampingan, saling menggenggam tangan.
Hening dalam diam.
Itu yang aku butuhkan di 'waktu' yang kau katakan.

Regards,

FMH

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Trapped in Gray

In this life, there are always exist two points in an opposite words. Big >< Little. Beauty >< Ugly. Like >< Dislike. Love >< Hate. Smart >< Stupid, etc. Ya! So many. And this what I feel, trapped in the middle of two words, black and white. Hahaha. I know, in the middle of that words, there is gray. But you also must know, that gray one sometimes does not exist like people said. Just trapped. And confused. I feel like fall in the deep hole no land for landing, just like Spy Kids movie, when the kids fall into a hole and no stop for long time. Hahaha. But, in that movie, that's so funny. In my own movie? NO. Never ever can be funny. Dark makes scared. Unlanded makes sad. And uncertainly time makes HELL! God, please lemme finnish what I've started (even I do not know when). But ya, this is all about friends, my friends, her friends, and my (fake) friends. Sigh. I do not know. Like what I've shared in my twitter account, "Back to the first point of life, no one can really be trusted. Except.... God. Thanks." (@fadilamh) Hahaha. Showed what I do really feel and I do not know to stop what my feeling did. Arrghhh!

Regards,

FMH

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